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Missing you :( It's hard to accept that your gone,my cuddly little bear. But i am just a human with no superhuman power to ease all your pain. You never showed weakness nor bitterness In fact, you always share the goodness of HIM How grateful He is, How good HE was How thankful are we that He gives us his only I have only one regret, that i am too occupied with this stuff called ambitions... the word busy... and the hindrance TIME... now i don't have another time to see you again in this life time. until on your last day, i am still in between seeing you or not... but at the end i choose NOT... Not because i don't care...not because your just somebody... not because your not important... not because I don't LOVE YOU... I choose NOT because I don't want to see you in a box...because i care a lot and you know how much i care for you... because you are someone who will stay in my heart forever, you are my favorite girl,agent and little sister... because you are precious... because I LOVE YOU so much. i want you to remain in me, as the way you are before, cuddly, bubbly, friendly, cute little girl, energetic and happy person that is always have a smile for everybody. I know you are in good hands now, no pain, no illness, no radiations and chemotherapy... I just wanted to thank HIM for giving me the opportunities to meet someone like you, for allowing to be part of your life and be part of my life. We'll gonna MISS YOU GIRL! We will meet again, maybe not now but in given time... definitely in our next life... there will be Camille and Ate Alms again.  You laugh at me bec i am different, i laugh at you because you're all the same |
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Thank you... it's just adds up to my stress, i was not totally recoverd yet when i received that message from brother of her, and honestly planning to visit her last saturday, just waiting for her reply, but sad to say, she was gone  But this one also made me realized that i need to slow down and take care of myself too, i was also hopitalized for two days, a week before and untill now not feeling good yet... it makes me ralized that no matter how busy I am i should take time to visit a friend and send SMS to tell them that i care and i am just a phone call. You laugh at me bec i am different, i laugh at you because you're all the same
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