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Past and present I went home this morning and still heady after drinking a lot of alcohol last night.  I am not alcoholic, the occassion calls for me to join the fun because our former member, who was the drummer arrived from Guam. I was talking about my old band during 1992 in Sendai, Japan. I met our bass guitarist and the guitarist, the bass guitarist was married to the guitarist younger sister. Also one of the vocalist who is now married and already had like me. They never told me whom we are waiting and why the meeting was called. Actually, I was late and the one we are waiting for is also late.  After a few drinks, he arrived, the one we are waiting for, the drummer.......who was my ex bf I felt so shy because I know they are looking at both of us, how we're going to react and how the conversation will start. I can hide my emotion, they always call me cool (looking cool in the outside) though I am so nervous inside. I hate the feeling as if I am back to being a teens They let him sit in front of me and he was looking straight at me I am always a silent person, I just smiled the way I used to be back then But really, my heart was pumping so fast.We talked about our lives after the band has ended it's contract, who we are right now, married or not married, everything even the slightest or smallest detail. I like my group, we are very open talking about our lives and personal. They are all matured in thinking and very understanding people.  Then we exchanged and even e-mail addresses. About my ex, he's the same as ever. When we got the chance to talk, just the two of us.....I thought the feelings is still there. We may talk or reminisce the past but still, I don't feel the way it was before. Telling you, he's still is very hmmmm, hmmmmm I don't know what he felt when he saw me. He just said that I am still the quiet and very private person with a fresh ready smile and the way I look never changed. I don't know what he meant but the feeling is gone and I don't think it will ever return.It was a very happy night with all of them nd a very good night about going back to the past. I don't know but maybe Heaven Knows Simply J |
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11/18/2007 8:34 pm |
看不懂的说 ... 你不知道你能不能看懂的说~！ ㄝ怪岩弦 ; `ㄝ `怪岸弦` .~`ㄝ `` 怔岩岱店抵弧怔岩岫 拍岩 ` `` 忿岸岱怪拖怕怪岩岱 ;/ `拖 杗 秀禿.杓 ㄝ彿岩彼彿披忽弩岩忽/岱拓 `. 秀究
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11/20/2007 8:07 pm |
He he he I really don't know what kind of face and reaction to show. When a man first look at me stright without fail, I felt as if I am defeated. so don't look at me in the eye Yes, I am silent and you don't know what i'm thinking but when I talk it never stops and mostly I love funny and hilarious conversation. Maybe because of my silence.......I have a lot of energy to throw. Elle, told me that my blog and my real personality is the same. I never stop asking and never stop to wonder about people. have you experienced the same , meeting your ex unexpectedly and he still see you as who you are before?  Simply J
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11/22/2007 3:49 am |
Hello Jalo, And ((( HAPPY THANKSGIVING ))) to you... Why Yes Never Cry Smile All The Time!!!! Yep'''.... 
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11/25/2007 4:28 pm |
Hello Jalo, And ((( HAPPY THANKSGIVING ))) to you...  Happy Thanksgiving to you too!  I hope you're having a great time with friends and family Simply J
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11/25/2007 4:31 pm |
You're right.... while we ar talking to each other they started to sing by using "ling, ling" as their lyrics with the tune of "Where Do I Begin", just imagine how funny it was I hope you liked my embarassing story Simply J
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11/25/2007 4:33 pm |
Thank you for making him a part of our conversation here. I know he wants to join, and thanks for helping me to translate it to him Just tell him, I didn't understand him, but still he can post his comment anytime Simply J
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11/26/2007 4:32 pm |
Do you know what.....whenever I tried to translate the page into english....it made me laugh of what is written. I wonder is the same as what you mean. Thanks for your effort and time my friend Simply J
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11/28/2007 7:35 pm |
Kid, I get the impression that you were martried to a Japanese man. Run Like hell. Once in Vancouver I met a Japanese/Canadian girl hosting a tour bus. I said hey you've got lots of choices here. She replied, I would never marry a japanese man!!!!!!!!!y
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12/3/2007 3:52 am |
Kid, I get the impression that you were martried to a Japanese man. Run Like hell. Once in Vancouver I met a Japanese/Canadian girl hosting a tour bus. I said hey you've got lots of choices here. She replied, I would never marry a japanese man!!!!!!!!!y japanese are good men and husbands.....only my mother in law is the poison to our relationship. He's the eldest and believed to take care of his parents and the heir. They still practice the old tradition that sucks  Mind you, japanese are gentlemen and generous. But they don't know "ladies first" they are "samurais" Simply J
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