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Breakups # Breakdown I’ve had three breakups this year. My first breakup was I resigned my corporate management job. The job became too stressful and I had less time to spend with my . I often felt guilt that I started to be moody and temperament. I knew it was time to leave the job. One week after leaving the old job, I find a new position that allows me to have more time with my . Today, I’m glad that I made the decision to quit a job that didn’t bring me any self-satisfactions. After finished my last day of my previous job, I went to see Mr. C, with whom I had been seeing for about year and half. I knew well that would be our last time seeing each other. He has moved his business to Asia, where he is now. We never nurtured a romantic, emotional and spiritual relationship. Breaking up with Mr. C was for good, though I still felt sad for ending the year long relationship. No long after breaking up with Mr. C, I met Mr. D in my neighborhood. Mr. D is gorgeous, athletic, tall, few years younger than me with light blue eyes. We strongly felt the chemical attraction at first sight. At beginning of our dating, we went to movies, Broadway shows; he called me on rainy days for taking me home, treated me like a queen. I was so impressed and counted how many dates that we could be physical and tried keeping myself from falling in love so fast. It didn’t pass a month that we were physically involved. All of sudden, on our recent date night, Mr. D told me that he couldn’t make the commitment to a monogamous relationship instead of “friends with mutual benefits”. When he delivered his thoughts to me, I was so shocked and became angry at him. When days passed, I realized I did have great time with Mr. D ‒ he entertained me; cooked for me. We didn’t built strong emotional and mental connection, just let him go. I won’t see him again. Breaking up with Mr. D was very difficult to me, but it didn’t break me down. I believe I will find the right person who would appreciate me spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically. This time I will be on a very slow pace to know a person well before any physical involvement ‒ from lessons I’ve learned. After all the breakups, I am getting closer to Mr. Right - I have the faith! |
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"It's not over till it's over"... "Live a little love a little"... Just keep on movin' on and everything will be fine... Until you say on to yourself... "This is it, I think I found him" Wishing you the best of luck...
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