i am a typical college student, studying a five-year course, striving to make it through the tough times of a student's life... struggling to survive the harsh realities of life... simple yet complicated... paradoxical in a sense... enjoys simple things in life yet a very complex kind of woman who does not understand herself at times...lol... really... iam into reading novels, watching movies at home, chat on the net, listening to music, play guitar a bit, write essays, ponder on the whys of life and love... i am someone who values relationships... i value life and the people who are close to me... some may say i am snobbish and a loner... some have the impression that i am strict and hard to please... well... let me point out a few things... most people who are unsure of themselves amidst other people and are afraid to be hurt in this rapid-changing world so they put up a hard shell from the outside... but beneath that exterior, is just a person who wants to be appreciated and loved... guess im like that in a way... put up a strict and snobbish exterior to ward off insincere people... i dont have time for those who pretend to b who they are not and those who make u believe that they like u and stab u when u are not there... i have a handful of friends and i treasure them very much... i am not hard to please at all... they may have said that coz i dont easily laugh at their jokes... but when i am with someone i am comfortable with, i can be very fun to be with... life is too precious and beautiful to be wasted on deceit and hypocrisy... lets be true to ourselves and to others...
My Ideal Person:
i believe that when u love a person, u accept him for who he is... love is not about change, it is about acceptance... having said that... i dont have a long list of my socalled ideal guy... coz nothing is perfect n this world, nothing is ideal... so when i find that person, im not gonna require him much... just someone who is capable of loving... and when i say love, it is love... the one true love that gives our lives a purpose... someone who is strong enough to fight for what he feels and what he wants... someone who can be happy with simple stuff like star gazing and walking by the shore...
my priorities now are first, family and next, my studies... so i am not into meeting up with people... just placed up this profile because i might just find the person im looking for here... and if i do, i know he would be understanding enough to keep in touch and wait until i am done with my aims--for my family and my career...
hope to hear from u soon...
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